23/4.... OFFICIAL DAY !!! CassiopeiaDay !!!

HAPPY DAY for me too.... what time now? 2.21 A.M.
i`m  really tired right now...

but its not excuse right.. To make a wish.. ^^
Hope i can meet all my friends ... we can go together in concert reunion back 5 in stage...
i will keep my promise to take that day..i will go.. Even its i have to begging my boss.. Or kill? keke....

I’m getting older... my life definitely different when the first time I love them… its been a year..
But my heart will surely eternally forever for them…never change…

But I think its make me realize that… How we love them..
Even we always get attack here and there by haters…  

I` m proud to be Cassiopeia`s…

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

MY CONFESSION ACCORDING MY VIDEO

Confession…

First of all… I’m sorry... I’m not the good one how to express my self... so I’m written this letter...

Now..

Ok...I want to apologies for my viewers in my channel YouTube... Some of u has sent to me private message because of the video that I put to be unlisted…

Let me explain in here...my blog...

My dear viewers,

As u see, actually I didn’t has much friend... In youtube , even in facebook,twitter or in weibo..  i`m really truly ordinary person … and I made my video since 2007 using my channel hlmieza until has been terminated in 2011.then,  I made new channel .. newhlmieza.. At that time, I never though that my video yunjae series 2011 will be love for some viewers... really, I only make this for my self and for my friends...  That, I really didn`t expect something like this…and because of that, its make me uncomfortable and awkward …even until now. Its not that I regret or afraid for what I’m doing... Its just... I’m not used to be around like this cuz I’m nobody...Make just for how love for yunjae as well for yuchun, junsu and yes for changmin too… I do what I always do … share what I know…

And because of this too... I got hacked from some people that I never know also some using my name...

Wae? I’m nobody... Why treat me like this…? I`m just ORDINARY PERSON … who has nothing….

Dear viewers,

I accept so many comments... From bad worst until the good... tq for that…

If u comments how badly I’m making video... I can accept that... Because I’m truly sucks...

BUT DON`T EVER JUDGE YUNJAE OR YUCHUN, JUNSU EVEN CHANGMIN ACCORDING BY MY VIDEO...

They didn`t do anything dude!!! JUST BLAME ME FOR WHO MAKE THIS VIDEO... ITS ME!!!

And because some people, they were doing my video just to make “noisy”... wae?

Because of that too... I’m making another new channel newmissthez…

I`m sorry if some of u didn`t agrees for what I’m written in here...  But I want to say... I’m not selfish person or etc.. I love yunjae as much u loves them too…I’ve my own reason...  SO I HOPE MY DEAR VIEWERS WILL SEE ONLY IN MY CHANNEL...  And, maybe also in my weibo… . DO NOT RE-UPLOAD..RE-LINK OR DOWNLOAD ANY SITE… PLEASE RESPECT ME…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHI... !!

Thanks and happy birthday michi…

I wishing u my dear lovely friend…. Happy birthday… hope ure life will shining like a rainbow….

I love u and I will be by ure side when u needs someone... I will be there for u...  cuz of u I know yoonho,jejung,junsu,yuchun and of cause changmin…. We together become what we are right now … cuz we wanna success like them too right… ^^

And because of u... I know oily...yunho_gf..brave_fuckyj..  tq for being my friend..Even though, I’m not the good friend for u`ll….

Michi..We`ve been known for a long time right… and still.... I can`t find any friend like I meet u… a part of me will be gone if u gone too…. Ure my best friend forever dear... but ye... We still fight for changmin ne… I will not given up that ok… keke.. Even changmin surely didn`t know about us and how stupid we are..keke..

But because of this situation ... We are like this... I trust u... Like I u trust me... We become like a family.. Even we far away from each other …. Because of u I know yunjae… as well with  all the greatest yj shippers..

Is all because of u...My dump and stupid michi...all is because of u... I got my golden ticket… concert...Fm...We`re enjoying together...

This is why I made my letter for u... I know u will read this… happy birthday my friend… sorry I made this lately... I’m busy death right now… actually I didn’t know how to express my love for u... so write in my blog… my blog atleast been updated.. keke…

Btw... Happy birthday dear... We will be friend forever...that`s my promise to u..

Ok that`s all… michi happy birthday!!! But changmin is still mine!!!! keke….O_o..

oo.. and enjoy with them in concert tokyo dome ne.. ^_^

ALL LOVE I GIVE TO U...

changmin.... wonder how u fell when only one day....u flight back in the morning..then must back in the evening finished ure work with responsiblities in ure shoulder..have to smile..laught when ure heart its crying.... ure really strong changmin.. i hope love from fans ..cassie`s and bigeast will give more strong...
rest in peace ure grannies my dear changmin....we care for u too...

yuchun... i can`t said what`s ure mind... once u happy in ure new concert then...after u arrived u got this news about ure lovely dad.... i can`t imagine if its happen to me.... ure saddnes make us crying too....
after another happen to u before.. this will be more effect.. but i know.. junsu..jj and of course yoonho and changmin... will always beside u.. even fans will be with u.. cuz we love u and always do....

for haters... who`s said changmin did`t attend his grannies? no news for that.. does`nt mean he did`nt go.. its about family.. how far u go.. family its comes first... don`t judge with empty knowledge..its suck and annoying.... and does`t mean yoonho and changmin did`nt go visited yuchun...their relationship its over...
we not them..we not the right person to judge them... and fans who fight each other its unmatured attitude i guess.... grow up...!!!

my deepest condolences to Park Yoochun, Park Yoohwan, and their entire family. May their father rest in peace. and for my lovely idol changmin.... i know how much u love ure grannies.. we know since u talk about her in tv... be strong my dear.. be strong....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....CHANGMIN !!!

18 FEB... today is the day....from boy to a man....
happy birthday my little brother.... !!!
i`m wishing u from my heart... all the happiness in the world will belong to u... ^_^
since the day i know about u...its make me happy..like a rainbow i guess....keke..
u never smile a lot... but if u smile.. all girl`s..woman`s. will be kiiling by your smile....including me...keke..
changmin...max...shim changmin... all about u its make my heart fly without wing...
i don`t care what people tell about u lately... i believe in u..with all my heart....

i`m still remember when one of the member will be replaced...
your the one who`s said.."no one can replaced them" your the youngest..but u always care your hyungs like your the older member....

i know u always put your hyungs in the first place... when some of your hyungs sick.. your the one the most worried person... u never show.. but we..we know that.. cuz we care for u too...

and when the "problem" that we know... i know ure the one who`s crying alot..then i never see u smile like before.. i really miss that smile changmin...i really do.. i know right now your smiling.. but sometime i think its just a fake... u don`t want make your fans worried right...? i hope i can see your smile like i see before...
i can`t imagine at that time how u holding your tears..your still young when "problem" coming... when people said your the greedy man...traitor.. i really wanna slap that people... but your its calm and cool...how u get that strenght and power handle that people when your still the young man at that time?

person who get your love.. will be the most lucky person in the world ...i hope person that u choose..
no matter how its that person...i believe will make u happy just like cassie`s make u happy...^_^

PICUTURES CREDITED : AS TAGGED

shared by : missthez

I HATE THIS FUCKING PERSON !!!

I REALLY HATE THAT FUCKING PERSON... !!!
WHO THE HELL ARE DOING...
AGAIN..AGAIN AND AGAIN..SOMEONE USING MY NAME....!!!!!  BULLSHIT!!!

NOW I WANNA MAKE IT CLEAR... I`M NOT FROM THERE..!!!! I LOVE WHO COME FROM PHILIPINE.. BUT I`M NOT FROM THERE....
AND THIS FUCKING SITE ITS NOT FROM ME... !!!!!!

http://www.hypster.com/framer.aspx?next=http%3A//www.hypster.com/Home/Friends/missthez


HOW MANY TIME I GUESS HAVE TO CHANGE MY NAME !!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

HELLO ….. We meet again…!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!  I`m not celebrated,  But I’ve cousin`s, family and friends who`s celebrated this..  I`m wishing all happiness and hope dragon will make us become more successful…

 I badly need some rest… finally I got time...!!! yay!!!  I know...I know... I need to do something right?  Stories 5 man or yunjae ? What do u`ll prefer? Which one?

The last video 2011 for yunjae has been finished a few week ago before 2012 come...  how`s that? Yunjae…yunjae…. What I should say for this couple…?  Hmm... Guess what? Until now there is more facts picture I’ve got… but I really didn`t get time. Mianhee… I know some of u has difficult information to get know about them right… now should I make new video yunjae 2012...?Keke…

But,  mianhee…mianhee….sorry... Give me some time ok... I will try my best...   I promise…

Ok…. Now let`s see pictures that I post for this Chinese New Year…   o­­_O? 

“ALL PICTURER: AS TAGGED” -> SO DOES`NT MEAN U CAN TAKE IT OUT….!

ALL PICTURES IS FROM MY COLLECTION 2012… SO THERE`S STILL I DIDN`T POST… ^_^

So that will be video yunjae 2012? Keke….

PICTURER IS FROM 2012….  ENJOY IT.. ^_^

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FROM YUNJAE !!!! ^_^

then take a look this pictures..  similar or not u`ll decide.... 

this pic is yunho in event promote FILM his friend

 

this picture is from jj in event FM 2012

 

 

 SIMILAR OR SAME JACKET ?

 

ANOTHER SIMILAR ?

 

Then when i see someone touch jj lovely hair.. i feel like this... 

 

actually i got this in dec 2011.. i want to put into one of video for memory in 2011.. but i don`t want make war.. so i put in here...

I REALLY HATE WHEN SOME OF HATERS SAID

" WE DIDN`T DO THAT.. OTHERS PEOPLE DO THAT"

OR

" MAYBE IS FROM YUNJAE FANS WHO MAKE THIS"

“ALL PICTURER: AS TAGGED” -> SO DOES`NT MEAN U CAN TAKE IT OUT….!

ALL PICTURES IS FROM MY COLLECTION 2012…  

SO THERE`S STILL PICTURES I DIDN`T POST… ^_^

So that will be video yunjae 2012? Keke….

PICTURER IS FROM 2012….  ENJOY IT.. ^_^

untitled note..

keke...  this is my hmm...  third blog..!! hope it will continue...
so .. i will make note if i have time...
i`ve recieved so many nice word from my video... tq .. really tq for that..
i`m not sure to make video 2012... but i try my best...

but for my blog.. this is random.. i will make note for 5.. so this will including yunjae as well....keke..
ok.. that`s for now.. got to go.... see ya.. ^_^

                                                                        pic credited : AS TAGGED

i`m back !!!!!

i`m back.. keke.. aish so many work this day....
but i guess.. sometime i need rest too....

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