MY speech or speechless part 2

hello...hello...

busy to death!!!!! killing? no... just wanna take rest..

oh..oh... i wanna put some pictures as i promise.. but ye.. i put "unclear" for my face..

i guess i`m so shy...shy? hehehe....

and yes.. i found some banner yunjae!!! but i kind sad too... cuz its small... i wanna BIG!!!!

ok.. got to go now.. see ya~~~!!!

MY speech or speechless

Mamamia!!!!! Hello..

Wah the second time there`s come in Malaysia… and ye… they upgrade their fans…!!

There`s a lot!!! Tq for coming!!!

But poor yunho.. some of the item that make his uncomfortable…but hey.. yunho can make it!!!

But. For behind this stories…

1.  I see changmin got a “tears” ? OMG!!!

2. I really like all scene in vt… there`s a lot memory….in there..

3. and ye…. They put all their greatest song….!!! 

4. I’m kind a little disappoint…. When they sang for the slow song.. Shouldn`t we should be quite and listen….? Its kind always happens when they sang slow song… but in Japan… this I thing never happen….hmmmm

5. changmin got beaten by a bee!!! Keke.. but as always changmin got revenge back…!! That`s changmin right….!!

6. Some of ticket who buys the lowest ticket got sit for the “upgraded” ticket…. And I know why… its not just tvxq.. but other concert too…. Why? really expensive…!!! 

7.I`m really happy and enjoy their concert… but I really miss yunjae banner.. I only see word “yunjae”… where`s the big banner?  T_T

8. the ruled its “unique”… can`t bring mineral water? And ye.. my umbrella has been taken…
but maybe because there scared that someone will "give" to female dancer.. kekeke ^_^
 

9. And ye.. the person who took all the item… I think it’s the worse person.. I don`t know why…maybe it just my opinion…. Some of my friends who wanna take back their item has lost their item… where is security? hmmm...

10. I took some pictures and video…but like hell some of pictures is damn…!!! Uwaaa!!! I`m so clumsy!!

Actually there`s a lot stories.. but i`m so..so lazy… 

Ha… one more thing… some people who know me…. Nice to meet u too…!!!

But make sure don`t tell my identity… and ye.. I guess heard rumor that make me scream!!! Some of my friends said they… key will come..the greatest maker!! But I guess no….so i`m stupid to believe… and I hope I can see her…but I guess i`m unlucky person… hmmm…

Lazy..lazy…have to work again…. Ok.. tata…!!!

and this is one of my pictures that i took... not so much.. cuz i`m just enjoy like i did before...

and i will upload some of my new friend in catch me in malaysia!!!! soon...

23/4.... OFFICIAL DAY !!! CassiopeiaDay !!!

HAPPY DAY for me too.... what time now? 2.21 A.M.
i`m  really tired right now...

but its not excuse right.. To make a wish.. ^^
Hope i can meet all my friends ... we can go together in concert reunion back 5 in stage...
i will keep my promise to take that day..i will go.. Even its i have to begging my boss.. Or kill? keke....

I’m getting older... my life definitely different when the first time I love them… its been a year..
But my heart will surely eternally forever for them…never change…

But I think its make me realize that… How we love them..
Even we always get attack here and there by haters…  

I` m proud to be Cassiopeia`s…

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH

MY CONFESSION ACCORDING MY VIDEO

Confession…

First of all… I’m sorry... I’m not the good one how to express my self... so I’m written this letter...

Now..

Ok...I want to apologies for my viewers in my channel YouTube... Some of u has sent to me private message because of the video that I put to be unlisted…

Let me explain in here...my blog...

My dear viewers,

As u see, actually I didn’t has much friend... In youtube , even in facebook,twitter or in weibo..  i`m really truly ordinary person … and I made my video since 2007 using my channel hlmieza until has been terminated in 2011.then,  I made new channel .. newhlmieza.. At that time, I never though that my video yunjae series 2011 will be love for some viewers... really, I only make this for my self and for my friends...  That, I really didn`t expect something like this…and because of that, its make me uncomfortable and awkward …even until now. Its not that I regret or afraid for what I’m doing... Its just... I’m not used to be around like this cuz I’m nobody...Make just for how love for yunjae as well for yuchun, junsu and yes for changmin too… I do what I always do … share what I know…

And because of this too... I got hacked from some people that I never know also some using my name...

Wae? I’m nobody... Why treat me like this…? I`m just ORDINARY PERSON … who has nothing….

Dear viewers,

I accept so many comments... From bad worst until the good... tq for that…

If u comments how badly I’m making video... I can accept that... Because I’m truly sucks...

BUT DON`T EVER JUDGE YUNJAE OR YUCHUN, JUNSU EVEN CHANGMIN ACCORDING BY MY VIDEO...

They didn`t do anything dude!!! JUST BLAME ME FOR WHO MAKE THIS VIDEO... ITS ME!!!

And because some people, they were doing my video just to make “noisy”... wae?

Because of that too... I’m making another new channel newmissthez…

I`m sorry if some of u didn`t agrees for what I’m written in here...  But I want to say... I’m not selfish person or etc.. I love yunjae as much u loves them too…I’ve my own reason...  SO I HOPE MY DEAR VIEWERS WILL SEE ONLY IN MY CHANNEL...  And, maybe also in my weibo… . DO NOT RE-UPLOAD..RE-LINK OR DOWNLOAD ANY SITE… PLEASE RESPECT ME…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHI... !!

Thanks and happy birthday michi…

I wishing u my dear lovely friend…. Happy birthday… hope ure life will shining like a rainbow….

I love u and I will be by ure side when u needs someone... I will be there for u...  cuz of u I know yoonho,jejung,junsu,yuchun and of cause changmin…. We together become what we are right now … cuz we wanna success like them too right… ^^

And because of u... I know oily...yunho_gf..brave_fuckyj..  tq for being my friend..Even though, I’m not the good friend for u`ll….

Michi..We`ve been known for a long time right… and still.... I can`t find any friend like I meet u… a part of me will be gone if u gone too…. Ure my best friend forever dear... but ye... We still fight for changmin ne… I will not given up that ok… keke.. Even changmin surely didn`t know about us and how stupid we are..keke..

But because of this situation ... We are like this... I trust u... Like I u trust me... We become like a family.. Even we far away from each other …. Because of u I know yunjae… as well with  all the greatest yj shippers..

Is all because of u...My dump and stupid michi...all is because of u... I got my golden ticket… concert...Fm...We`re enjoying together...

This is why I made my letter for u... I know u will read this… happy birthday my friend… sorry I made this lately... I’m busy death right now… actually I didn’t know how to express my love for u... so write in my blog… my blog atleast been updated.. keke…

Btw... Happy birthday dear... We will be friend forever...that`s my promise to u..

Ok that`s all… michi happy birthday!!! But changmin is still mine!!!! keke….O_o..

oo.. and enjoy with them in concert tokyo dome ne.. ^_^

ALL LOVE I GIVE TO U...

changmin.... wonder how u fell when only one day....u flight back in the morning..then must back in the evening finished ure work with responsiblities in ure shoulder..have to smile..laught when ure heart its crying.... ure really strong changmin.. i hope love from fans ..cassie`s and bigeast will give more strong...
rest in peace ure grannies my dear changmin....we care for u too...

yuchun... i can`t said what`s ure mind... once u happy in ure new concert then...after u arrived u got this news about ure lovely dad.... i can`t imagine if its happen to me.... ure saddnes make us crying too....
after another happen to u before.. this will be more effect.. but i know.. junsu..jj and of course yoonho and changmin... will always beside u.. even fans will be with u.. cuz we love u and always do....

for haters... who`s said changmin did`t attend his grannies? no news for that.. does`nt mean he did`nt go.. its about family.. how far u go.. family its comes first... don`t judge with empty knowledge..its suck and annoying.... and does`t mean yoonho and changmin did`nt go visited yuchun...their relationship its over...
we not them..we not the right person to judge them... and fans who fight each other its unmatured attitude i guess.... grow up...!!!

my deepest condolences to Park Yoochun, Park Yoohwan, and their entire family. May their father rest in peace. and for my lovely idol changmin.... i know how much u love ure grannies.. we know since u talk about her in tv... be strong my dear.. be strong....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY....CHANGMIN !!!

18 FEB... today is the day....from boy to a man....
happy birthday my little brother.... !!!
i`m wishing u from my heart... all the happiness in the world will belong to u... ^_^
since the day i know about u...its make me happy..like a rainbow i guess....keke..
u never smile a lot... but if u smile.. all girl`s..woman`s. will be kiiling by your smile....including me...keke..
changmin...max...shim changmin... all about u its make my heart fly without wing...
i don`t care what people tell about u lately... i believe in u..with all my heart....

i`m still remember when one of the member will be replaced...
your the one who`s said.."no one can replaced them" your the youngest..but u always care your hyungs like your the older member....

i know u always put your hyungs in the first place... when some of your hyungs sick.. your the one the most worried person... u never show.. but we..we know that.. cuz we care for u too...

and when the "problem" that we know... i know ure the one who`s crying alot..then i never see u smile like before.. i really miss that smile changmin...i really do.. i know right now your smiling.. but sometime i think its just a fake... u don`t want make your fans worried right...? i hope i can see your smile like i see before...
i can`t imagine at that time how u holding your tears..your still young when "problem" coming... when people said your the greedy man...traitor.. i really wanna slap that people... but your its calm and cool...how u get that strenght and power handle that people when your still the young man at that time?

person who get your love.. will be the most lucky person in the world ...i hope person that u choose..
no matter how its that person...i believe will make u happy just like cassie`s make u happy...^_^

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